.. Write the pain away
I've been hesitated to write about her, but the love I carried for her pushed me to hold my pen and fill up this blank dusty paper with all the words I've quietly swallowed .. Today, I chose to write about the most heart-breaking loss in my life hoping that it would ease my pain .
I've been told that time will heal what's broken, but hell no ! The bitterness's still running through my veins. I still miss her. How can I ever forget My guardian angel? Her beauty ,her sweet funny jokes and generous hands had made everyone love her once they got in touch with her . So what else can I say but she was such a joy to be around .
She'd been patiently fighting against her disease for six years. She'd always had faith in God . Kept strongly holding on for Life, I don't remember her saying anything about giving up not even for once as she kept fighting until her last breath.
Why did she have to die that early ? was a question that till this day I can not find an answer for, It's like I was arguing with God's will. Regardless of the ache that her death caused, I finally knew how mortal life is . In the end , what really matters is the unforgettable memories she left behind and what she had achieved in her life as a Mother , daughter ,wife ,sister and teacher .. And most of all how she made me truthfully proud of being her Little sister who learnt a lot from her .
Why did she have to die that early ? was a question that till this day I can not find an answer for, It's like I was arguing with God's will. Regardless of the ache that her death caused, I finally knew how mortal life is . In the end , what really matters is the unforgettable memories she left behind and what she had achieved in her life as a Mother , daughter ,wife ,sister and teacher .. And most of all how she made me truthfully proud of being her Little sister who learnt a lot from her .
May Allah have mercy upon your soul Sweetheart.
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